Feels Like It Will Never End

Recently, I’ve been thinking about 2019 because well, we’re just here in 2019 for 5 days and we got 360 more days to come. I have some sickening thoughts, as some of you may already know, I have depression and I’ve been fighting it for a very long time. I have tendency to get depression…

Last Attempt (?)

For the past few years, I have been really struggling with this thing called depression. So, I was born with this tendency to get depressed. All this time, I never knew that I have depression or anything like that. My father always thought that it’s just a state of the mind. Thus I have the thought of… Feeling like this is normal. I thought that everyone else is struggling like this, have these thoughts in mind, have trouble sleeping, have a very weird appetite, and I thought that it’s normal having to push yourself to do things everytime. I even thought that it’s normal to feel this empty. I thought that it’s fine and it will go away eventually.

Spring – A Fresh Start

I went back home in February and I came back to Tokyo in April. Well, March 31st.  I noticed that my introvert side is making me quite uncomfortable at home when everyone was trying to spend as much time as possible with me. It’s not that I don’t miss them. It’s more like… I need…