Me: Then And Now

I did a lot of things in life that I’m not proud of. I wronged a lot of people when I was still super young, dumb, and immature. I made a lot of silly choices. On top of that, I hurt a lot of people which I could never take back. I always want to…

Feels Like It Will Never End

Recently, I’ve been thinking about 2019 because well, we’re just here in 2019 for 5 days and we got 360 more days to come. I have some sickening thoughts, as some of you may already know, I have depression and I’ve been fighting it for a very long time. I have tendency to get depression…

The Lost Symbol?

The Lost Symbol is a book I just picked up, written by Dan Brown whom I’m sure you’ve heard of, probably because of the controversial number one record breaking bestseller novel he wrote title The Da Vinci Code. Or maybe you watched the movie. I decided to start reading again. Trust me, it’s not because…

Previous Anime: Monster Musume, Harem for Geeks

Monster Musume aired from 7 July 2015-22 September 2015 under Sentai Filmworks. The manga is written by Okayado (Takemaru Inui) and published by Tokuma Shoten. The original title translated into “Everyday Life with Monster Girls” and yes, it is a harem fantasy. I think there’s a PC game based on Monster Musume released in December…

Maya Hide Leather

Maya Hide leather is polyurethane leather of premium quality. Basically, it’s your normal PU Leather, I think it’s like Skintex. But, skintex is more textile as it is made from vynil.

10 Things to Say (and 10 Not to Say) to Someone With Depression

How to show you care What do you say to someone who’s depressed? All too often, it’s the wrong thing. “People still have such a cloudy idea of what mental illness is,” says Kathleen Brannon, of Herndon, Va. “Sometimes people will say, ‘Oh, you’re depressed? Yeah, I’ve been depressed,’ and you realize just the way…

To Every Friends And Family

To every friends and family.I’m sorry if I have ever done something that offended and hurt you conscious or not, intentional or unintentional. I am not perfect and for this past several years, I have not been in my right state of mind. Please understand that I am very sick and need to prioritize on…

Last Attempt (?)

For the past few years, I have been really struggling with this thing called depression. So, I was born with this tendency to get depressed. All this time, I never knew that I have depression or anything like that. My father always thought that it’s just a state of the mind. Thus I have the thought of… Feeling like this is normal. I thought that everyone else is struggling like this, have these thoughts in mind, have trouble sleeping, have a very weird appetite, and I thought that it’s normal having to push yourself to do things everytime. I even thought that it’s normal to feel this empty. I thought that it’s fine and it will go away eventually.

Is The Present Matter?

The thing that I want to talk about today is how some people in life can really affect your way of thinking. I guess that’s it. Even though I’m stubborn but, at times, I will need some encouragements and external opinion. LOL!!

The Moon Is Not So Alone

I’ve been using this app… At first, I thought that… It’s probably some kinda AI but, it’s not… It’s an otome game. I never really played otome game… I suck at it… My sister once told me to play Hakuouki and I did… Game over. Really, game over. I died in an otome game. How…