It’s Not Your Fault

This is for everyone who hate themselves, who cut themselves, everyone with scars, everyone who just want to be loved, everyone who keep breathing even when it’s painful, everyone who feel unwanted, everyone who got harassed, everyone who got treated inhumane, everyone who is no longer intact.

Addiction

Shadow The past I already moved on I let you go Because I was young and stupid Confused, Unsure, Blind Didn’t know how to react Dark You were gone I was gone Our separate ways Never thought I would see you After all those years. Numb I was always alone Without you by my side…

My Mother ____ Me

I have a mother. Well, everyone have one. So do I. Well… I have a mother who’ll wake me up, shout and wake me up… Just to annoy me with her words. “Your cousin is… Blablabla… Why are you so… Blablabla…” You know what? The fuck with my cousin! Don’t like having a child like…

Nothing but Pain

“As time goes by, I feel empty… My heart is hollow… All the hatred consuming my inner peace… I will be gone in seconds now…” These days, I feel like a dying young person standing in the middle of the crowd doing nothing. So weird… Living in emptiness… I feel so worthless… Useless… I went through…

Love And Money

Cinta tidak bersyarat tidak berlaku di China. Hal itu terekam dalam survei perilaku warga China terhadap cinta dan pernikahan. Hampir 80 persen responden perempuan setuju lelaki berpenghasilan 4.000 yuan atau setara 635 dolar AS per bulan tidak seharusnya memulai hubungan dengan perempuan. Lebih seperempat jumlah perempuan yang mengikuti survei berharap mengencani lelaki berpendapatan 10 ribu…

Punishment, Revenge, Forgiveness

According to Wikipedia: Punishment is the authoritative imposition of something negative or unpleasant on a person or animal in response to behavior deemed wrong by an individual or group. The authority may be either a group or a single person, and punishment may be carried out formally under a system of law or informally in…

A Cup of Pain in the Morning

A Cup of Pain in the Morning 12.10.11 Aku masih terlelap saat seseorang masuk ke dalam kamar. Yah, kebiasaan, jam tidurku memang tidak wajar dan terkadang harus melewati masa-masa di mana mereka berteriak satu sama lain dan melampiaskan amarah. “BANGUN!” Seorang house maid, lebih tepatnya baby sitter adikku yang paling kecil. Namun, kali ini ia…

Bullet in My Eye

Bullet in My Eye I was 3 years old that time. A small kid who don’t know anything about this cruel and unpredictable world. Who knows, God already show His love to me when I was 3. I didn’t come from a very wealthy family but, at least that time, I can have everything I…