Me: Then And Now

I did a lot of things in life that I’m not proud of. I wronged a lot of people when I was still super young, dumb, and immature. I made a lot of silly choices. On top of that, I hurt a lot of people which I could never take back. I always want to…

Feels Like It Will Never End

Recently, I’ve been thinking about 2019 because well, we’re just here in 2019 for 5 days and we got 360 more days to come. I have some sickening thoughts, as some of you may already know, I have depression and I’ve been fighting it for a very long time. I have tendency to get depression…

The Lost Symbol?

The Lost Symbol is a book I just picked up, written by Dan Brown whom I’m sure you’ve heard of, probably because of the controversial number one record breaking bestseller novel he wrote title The Da Vinci Code. Or maybe you watched the movie. I decided to start reading again. Trust me, it’s not because…

Best Things to Say to Someone Who’s Depressed

By Psych Central Staff ~ 1 min read When you find out someone is depressed, it’s tempting to attempt to immediately try and “fix” the problem. However, until the depressed person has given you permission to be their therapist (as a friend or professional), the following responses are more likely to help. The things that…

10 Things to Say (and 10 Not to Say) to Someone With Depression

How to show you care What do you say to someone who’s depressed? All too often, it’s the wrong thing. “People still have such a cloudy idea of what mental illness is,” says Kathleen Brannon, of Herndon, Va. “Sometimes people will say, ‘Oh, you’re depressed? Yeah, I’ve been depressed,’ and you realize just the way…

Suicide Prevention Resources

If you are feeling suicidal, there is hope. You can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 24/7 at 1-800-273-8255. You can reach the Crisis Text Line 24/7 by texting “START” to 741-741. You can call The Trevor Project, an LGBT crisis intervention and suicide prevention hotline, 24/7 at 1-866-488-7386. Head here for a list of crisis centers around the…

Last Attempt (?)

For the past few years, I have been really struggling with this thing called depression. So, I was born with this tendency to get depressed. All this time, I never knew that I have depression or anything like that. My father always thought that it’s just a state of the mind. Thus I have the thought of… Feeling like this is normal. I thought that everyone else is struggling like this, have these thoughts in mind, have trouble sleeping, have a very weird appetite, and I thought that it’s normal having to push yourself to do things everytime. I even thought that it’s normal to feel this empty. I thought that it’s fine and it will go away eventually.

The Moon Is Not So Alone

I’ve been using this app… At first, I thought that… It’s probably some kinda AI but, it’s not… It’s an otome game. I never really played otome game… I suck at it… My sister once told me to play Hakuouki and I did… Game over. Really, game over. I died in an otome game. How…

Back to Basic

First of all… How was your Christmas and new year celebration? I hope all is well… I went back home and had some BBQ with fams and friends… Had dinner with some friends during the holiday. It was fun. Grandma was there. The only thing I wish I could do is meeting my aunt who…

Prayer From A Friend

I’ve been in a very bad shape these days due to lack of sleep. Something triggered my insomnia and now I got super awesome sleep deprivation… Like 2-4 hours a day and… I’m super busy with lectures, practice, rehearsal, preparing my stuff for Christmas, also fighting depression. It’s really terrible and made me really cranky,…