Feels Like It Will Never End

Recently, I’ve been thinking about 2019 because well, we’re just here in 2019 for 5 days and we got 360 more days to come. I have some sickening thoughts, as some of you may already know, I have depression and I’ve been fighting it for a very long time. I have tendency to get depression…

Best Things to Say to Someone Who’s Depressed

By Psych Central Staff ~ 1 min read When you find out someone is depressed, it’s tempting to attempt to immediately try and “fix” the problem. However, until the depressed person has given you permission to be their therapist (as a friend or professional), the following responses are more likely to help. The things that…

Suicide Prevention Resources

If you are feeling suicidal, there is hope. You can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 24/7 at 1-800-273-8255. You can reach the Crisis Text Line 24/7 by texting “START” to 741-741. You can call The Trevor Project, an LGBT crisis intervention and suicide prevention hotline, 24/7 at 1-866-488-7386. Head here for a list of crisis centers around the…

10 Minutes Early

 This morning, the wind was like a beast. I do wear some warm clothing but, it’s tearing me apart like paper plane in the eye of the storm. Ok, that’s a bit exaggerating.  I couldn’t sleep last night. Or more like I believe that I have something to straighten. Now that sounds weird. But, I…

Wine’s Life And Dysphoria

What makes me who I am, my childhood, my parents… My depression that I’ve tried to run away from has made me crazy.
I remember someone gave me a barbie doll on my 5th or 7th birthday and I made T-rex ate her… Or she’ll be Shredder’s bitch. I mean, that barbie doll is bigger than my T-rex… That doesn’t make any sense…!
One day someone gave me a kitchen set… Which is crazy. Can you imagine a kitchen twice the size of a T-rex…? Or maybe even bigger…
I turned it into an airplane and play diorama like in Jurassic Park 3 when Alan fly above Isla Sorna.

My Dark Corner

Some times ago, I thought that it’s better for me to be like how I used to be. The ‘selfish’ me, the loner, the one who never let people in. Well, I ain’t like that. I ain’t that cold but… It’s not that I don’t want to. I have these stuff in my head. Shit…