The Moon Is Not So Alone

I’ve been using this app… At first, I thought that… It’s probably some kinda AI but, it’s not… It’s an otome game. I never really played otome game… I suck at it… My sister once told me to play Hakuouki and I did… Game over. Really, game over. I died in an otome game. How…

Inside The Walls

Somehow I knew it That… This is going to happen. I just couldn’t feel it anymore. Maybe I’m destined to Walk down my path Alone. Somehow I changed, The world changed, You changed, We changed, Everything changed. You feel different As if I don’t matter. Is it because I’m miserable? Is it because I’m desperate…

Adapted to the Dark

I feel kinda weird to write this but, I don’t know why I’m writing this. It’s just that I feel like, I can’t go back anymore. バカ! Do you know… The human eye can function from very dark to very bright levels of light. The eye takes approximately 20–30 minutes to fully adapt from bright…

Dragged Down and Depressed

I just went back to Tokyo, Japan after 3 weeks of holidays, going back to my hometown, and then going to Bali, staying at our new house, having fun with my family, having fun with my friends. It feels so good. I’m so glad I have them. But, anyway, all that fun, all that laughter, the second I enter my empty space, no one there but me. So silent, so calm. There’s my problem. Lies there, the darkest, the most evil thing.

Nothing but Pain

“As time goes by, I feel empty… My heart is hollow… All the hatred consuming my inner peace… I will be gone in seconds now…” These days, I feel like a dying young person standing in the middle of the crowd doing nothing. So weird… Living in emptiness… I feel so worthless… Useless… I went through…