Last Attempt (?)

For the past few years, I have been really struggling with this thing called depression. So, I was born with this tendency to get depressed. All this time, I never knew that I have depression or anything like that. My father always thought that it’s just a state of the mind. Thus I have the thought of… Feeling like this is normal. I thought that everyone else is struggling like this, have these thoughts in mind, have trouble sleeping, have a very weird appetite, and I thought that it’s normal having to push yourself to do things everytime. I even thought that it’s normal to feel this empty. I thought that it’s fine and it will go away eventually.