It’s Not Your Fault

I got harassed a lot because of… Being me.
By strangers, by “Friends”, by my family members…
Sometimes you have that urge to end everything but…
For me, I got my dreams. I have some people who always tell me to stay strong… And I’m not alone…

This is for everyone who hate themselves, who cut themselves, everyone with scars, everyone who just want to be loved, everyone who keep breathing even when it’s painful, everyone who feel unwanted, everyone who got harassed,  everyone who got treated inhumane, everyone who is no longer intact…

It’s not your fault, it’s this world.

You got harassed, you got raped, you got bullied…

Your parents gave you away, your father left you, your friends and teacher called you names…

You feel dirty,

You feel worthless,

You feel pain,

You feel guilty,

You feel the world laughing at you…

It’s not your fault, it’s this world.

You took a knife,

You slit your wrist.

It stings.

But, it’s like…

Taking out what’s inside,

The pain inside.

Unbearable.

It’s not your fault, it’s this world.

You took all those pills,

Take it all at once.

No, you stopped.

You crawl to the end of the room and cried.

We just want to live,

Like everyone.

You’re not a coward.

There’s nothing wrong about living!

It’s not your fault, it’s this world.

They made you feel like death is the only way.

They made you feel like living is a torture.

They made you feel nothing.

Empty.

It’s not your fault, it’s this world.

You’re not trash.

You’re not a slut.

You’re not a freak.

It’s not your fault, it’s this world.

You look just fine.

I like your scars.

You look good in that dress.

You’re not fat.

Let’s eat some pizza.

That wig looks perfect on you.

You look great with your partner.

I like your tattoos.

Your hair looks really stunning.

You did great at school.

Your new leg looks very cool.

Your smile is the sweetest.

You’re a very kind person.

It’s ok to cry.

It’s not that you are not strong enough…

You are you.

They force you to do this and that,

You can’t say no, not because you’re weak,

But because it’s common sense that they should have never

Force you.

It’s not your fault, it’s this world.

Your feeling is real. It’s not just in your head. You are real. You matter. You mean something in this world.

Live!

Don’t give in…

There are millions of people who suffered in this world…

But, only one who suffered like you…

There’s only one you.

No one can be more you than you alone.

It’s not your fault, it’s this world.

You are a victim,

You did nothing wrong.

It’s not your fault, it’s this world.

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